Musings by Shar

When I first read this message...I was in disbelief and then I started smiling. I was grinning the whole way home and I read this message like ten times over. He took a stab at writing and I have to say, he was pretty good at it. For a first timer! :) Feeling as though I am back in high-school and experiencing that school-girl crush makes me elated. We are both very expressive and I really appreciate it - knowing that we can talk about everything and anything. And it feels amazing! Knowing that I can never get bored because there is always something to discover.  My Baby, I'm flattered and happy at how you feel about our state/...relationship/you and I being together. Since we started getting to know each other more I have experienced things I haven't before and witnessed attributes which I think are compatible to mine and I could be very happy with. And one of the best things about that is you are just being yourself (the thought..."Is this the one you have been...

"I know what I want. I know if I had it my way, I want a man that loves me, cherishes me, values me. But they have to know my value in order to value me. They have to know my worth and they can only know my worth if I know my worth. I want him to respect me but I want fun times. I just want to laugh. I have everything else; all I want is a partner in crime to enjoy it with me." - Robyn "Rihanna" Fenty This struck a chord with me because it is just a simple wish for any person to have. In her fame, what she truly wants is a man who loves and appreciates her for who she is and not what fame has made her (Chris Breezy!). I want what she described above. And I know that now, especially after the year I have had and the time I have taken out to re-evaluate my life and get myself back to knowing who I am and loving myself the way I deserved to be loved. I have realized what I am looking for in a person - the person who I can call "my person" -...