It's Time
I've realized that waiting out a losing battle is pointless and I need to take back my life - so to speak. You can't fight for someone who has chosen to completely erase you from their existence because while you're fighting, they are busy living and building their life. I think this track speaks volumes. It speaks me. I don't hate you. But I understand the logic behind the choice. With the return of #BeingMaryJane came the return of a burgeoning soundtrack. Could my life resemble that of an addictive heroine who thought she had it all figured out?! Crazy right!?! I see myself in her. And I see David in you. But, as good as they were, they were just not good enough to be together. Timing. We just never found the perfect time to be. I am letting sleeping dogs ... sleep. It is time. I may sometimes wake up and think of you; or re-read old messages which I should have deleted long ago; or glance at that stupid picture with you and I grinning at our fake jack-pot...