Musings by Shar

I wake up. I shower. I get dressed. I put my make -up on. And go to work. Come home. Undress. Eat. Sleep. My actions are a sequence of events that get me through the day. I do my best to forget you. It's been two years since I last saw you. And I miss you every day since. I get by with distractions because that is the only way I know how to.

Drunk in love with a man whose moved on. While time stands still; holding me emotionally to that moment we met. To call for you now - impossible. Tears stream down my heart - battered and bruised. I know nothing of who I am since that fateful day in June. You turned my life upside down; inside out. I stare in the mirror at the woman I am now. Lost in translation - mind, body and soul. I yearn for yesteryear. A moment in time. I miss what I never had. Words whispered into the night light. Make Love To Me. I drive myself crazy thinking what could have been while living the moments that are. Where do I run? Where do I hide?