Why Her, Not Me?
I did the opposite. You were a good thing I didn't grab fast enough, so when you walked to her, and I watched you leave, I learned my lesson. You taught me to grab love with everything I have because having it slip away with the notion of "I tried" wasn't going to be good enough. So when something resembling love came my way, I did not hesitate. I had guarded my heart for so long, and I didn't want to take the chance. I grabbed. Lept. Soared. Floated. Slowly to my end. The end that I had so hard fought to avoid because I deserve it all. I deserve a great love where I don't have to compromise who I am to fit by your side or to be in your company. I don't have to dim my light because we shine brighter together. I deserve it all. So when I was ready to try again, I met some dazzling people who were not in a position to give it all to me. So we remained friends. And then I met him. He was everything although I didn't even see that on the first date. T...