Musings by Shar

To have sat across from you for 60 minutes; 3,600 seconds ... out of the 24 hours. To laugh and just be present for a moment, would have made this full circle. However, I understand the hesitancy and the decision to retract the invitation the other night.  We will always have the moments that make up our story. I just wanted one more to mark the finale of this book. You standing in some of my favourite spots in my city will have to do. This weekend, I will make sure to take in the seawall with a different perspective, knowing that you stood there not too long ago. 

You are a reminder to me of the good that is possible. And the feelings of unrequited love at its truest form. Of sharing myself with you. Of you sharing yourself with me. How I wonder what that day would have felt like if we had .. if we had felt each other .. naked and vulnerable.  

I am thinking about what it would be like to see you. Sit opposite from you. Catch-up. What a foolish thought on my part.