Musings by Shar

To have sat across from you for 60 minutes; 3,600 seconds ... out of the 24 hours. To laugh and just be present for a moment, would have made this full circle. However, I understand the hesitancy and the decision to retract the invitation the other night.  We will always have the moments that make up our story. I just wanted one more to mark the finale of this book. You standing in some of my favourite spots in my city will have to do. This weekend, I will make sure to take in the seawall with a different perspective, knowing that you stood there not too long ago. 

You are a reminder to me of the good that possible. And the feelings of unrequited love at its truest form. Of sharing myself with you. Of you sharing yourself with me. How I wonder what that day would have felt like if we had .. if we had felt each other .. naked and vulnerable.  

I am thinking about what it would be like to see you. Sit opposite from you. Catch-up. What a foolish thought on my part.