Bring on the Wonder
I am at a point where I have to decide what's next in my life. I have reached that critical point now within this growth process which has been somewhat of a roller coaster with a little help and push from a few friends but definitely without God and my own persistence and determination, I wouldn't have been able to get this far. But now what?! I've slowly re-introduced myself into the dating world once again and as liberating as it has been, it has been quite the process. I'm sort of seeing this guy but we haven't had sex yet due to my lack of want (while drive is ever-more present), and his continued persistence, I just still cannot do that or should I say, - get intimate with him in that way. But while everything feels good in the moment, I still can't bring myself to let my pants down. His kisses have definitely established themselves as some of the best I've had in a long time and they rival some long-standing companions of t...