Trust Issues

How can I trust you when all you have ever proved to be successful at was hurting me? As I am getting back you, you always seem to do it better than the last time. I see the fault in myself despite knowing the person you are. Your actions never seize to surprise me, and while I expect them, I always try to give you the benefit of the doubt. Why? Because, for one damn time, I want you to prove me wrong and fight. Fight for me. Fight for us.

But i can't event trust you to do that part.


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