Depression

It is like a silent killer. Creeps in the night and steals your happiness. It steals your inner glow. Your inner peace. It is like the heroine you never took ... yet, when it creeps in, it won't leave your system despite how much you try to get rid of it. I am depressed and have been for a while. It just took me a long time to give this deep sadness the recognition it deserves. 

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  1. UnknownDecember 18, 2018 at 9:46 PM

    I fucking loved you.

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    1. ShaRDecember 18, 2018 at 11:17 PM

      Maybe you can help me, because I'm trying to move on. Why wasn't I enough?

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