Darkest Hour

I just tried calling you and you didn't answer. 
I can't say I blame you. I've really fucked up. 
She's leaving me and I feel like my world is crumbling right before my feet. 
I've hurt her in the most unimaginable way and I wish I could just take it all back. 

You're a great girl and you'll make someone happy one day. I just wish I had realized sooner that we were better off as friends and that our infatuation, while amazing, wasn't real love.

I had the perfect woman for me and I took her love for granted.

 I don't know what's wrong with me and why I hurt the people in my life, including you. 

It took 6 years for her to give me a chance and I screwed it all up. 

I lied to you and for that I'm sorry. 
The truth is I was never going to leave her for you and I shouldn't have led you on. I should have been honest when you kept pressuring me to break up with her -  that I couldn't see myself without her. She's been down for me since day one and we've been through things you couldn't imagine. 

My hope for you is that one day you will know a love like what I had with that woman. I'm sorry to be rambling on but I'm just in a dark place right now. I just pray you will find the right man for you and that you will move on from this. 

 

“Sometimes love doesn’t work out, sometimes it’s bad timing, and sometimes you meet a girl who shows you why God created women.”
 
The ability to give your heart wholly takes only a moment when you realize true love in its rarest forms. To take what one gave unequivocably and to irrevocably destroy in all consciousness takes but a mighty one. A brave one. A stupid one. 
 
Fuck You.

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