Inspired by Him

I have every reason to be happy for those who are my dear friends. Especially when it's come to the point in our friendships and relationships when I tell them that they should consider dating because putting their life on hold is not right. And it's missed opportunities because they are not striking out. At least that is what I think anyway.

With our lives rolling in different motions but with the same goal of being happy in mind, I put the needs of others above my own in more situations that I can't count because when it involves friends, you lose all reason to count. And this is just one of them.

He deserves to be happy so why not let him be happy? I am not in any position to offer him anything besides friendship because distance and time makes it so damned inconvenient. Absence is meant to make the heart grow fonder but sometimes, it just makes situations difficult. And hard. And this is one of them. And I am sure I can speak for him as well.

And this entry is inspired by someone close to my heart. Whom I've come to care about deeply and want to see happy. When you realize that it is time to let go, sometimes, within that moment, you realize even in yourself especially that if you don't say it out loud for them to hear you, then they will never understand. In time though they might realize that letting them go was the best thing you could have done for your friendship because they see the value in the sacrifice you made.

Love is an emotion that transcends all meaning of life. There is no right or wrong answer but when it comes to your heart, you somehow know what the right thing to do is.

This song has more than one meaning. He might have hurt me in one way or another but at the end of the day, him not coming back is a decision that I feel comfortable saying that we mutually agreed on. As much as it is a bad "never coming back" it is still a good "never coming back". I see the hope and the new foundations of our friendship and I value that more than not having a friend at all (because going on my track record, I am so quick to cut those out of my life who hurt me because there is no coming back from that). And I hope he knows that. As much as it was a hard decision to make, I hope he is able to see the good intentions in my making it.